Thanks for your response, I appreciate your time!

I’ve been on Prozac, Celexa, Cipralex, Zoloft, Pristiq, Effexor, Wellbutrin, Buspirone, Quetiapine (sp?), Abilidy, Lamictal, and probably a few others that I’m forgetting. Some of them worked for a while then stopped, others never worked, others gave me bad side effects that outweighed the benefits.

Currently I’m on both Wellbutrin and Effexor. Nothing seems to help at all. I’m seeing a therapist weekly.

I don’t know how to explain how unbelievably low I am. I’ve been depressed for over half my life but this is the absolute worst.

Here’s the thing: I know that therapy, eating better, exercising more etc. Help with depression.

That said, I’m at the point where I can hardly move out of bed and I have completely lost the will to live. I feel like ECT (or the right meds) or something like that would put me on more of a stable foundation and bring me to a place where those other things become possible.