Yeah ever since I started University last year i've moved to a really discrete location. So nobody to really go out with and such.

I met this person around a year ago online on a game. With her I felt a connection that i'd honestly never felt before in many real life friendships, she just understood who I was and all my problems. We'd talk every-day for the next 5 months and have around 60k dms, it felt like we knew each other for ever and i genuinely always looked forward to talking to them. Yet I was stupid and fucked it up - was ignoring her for other people who she disliked. Then we didn't message each-other for 4 months, and when I messaged her she just was cold to me, completely. Then deleted/blocked me. I don't blame her.

In the end i just wish i'd been a better friend.