Just did my first trip and got my ass kicked - what should I do?

Surround yourself with a bunch of people you love.

Ive done dmt 2x (one night) but never spoke of it until now.

I was at a festival with my festi-fam, about 8-10 people. It was late at night and MOE was finishing a set, the stage was RIGHT near our tent setup. I sat on a moon mat, took 3 huge tokes, and blasted off. It was amazing. I'm on mobile so I'm not going to explain the full trip, but it was amazing. There were these gnomes that spoke to me, and a giant entity (like Mr Manhattan in the watchmen).

As the trip wound down I played with the grass and clovers that I found myself laying on. It was bliss.

I had to go back, I had to find out what they were trying to tell me. I knew it was the secret to the universe. So I gave it a few minutes and blasted off again, only one of my friends was in the tent with me. I took 3 huge rips again, everything turned into a million hexagons and I floated to the room in the sky. But the giant being crossed his arms and shook his head "no." Then I got pulled down into a personal hell. The hexagons begun going black. The gnomes showed up, but they were mad at me too, they were holding signs with red x's on them and wouldn't let me go talk to the giant being. I kept my eyes closed and thought "this won't last, its OK, just hang in there". After what felt like forever I couldn't take it. I used all the power in my body to try to talk.

"guys!" I said

"what's up man?" I heard back

"This is bad" I said

"Why is it bad, bud?"

"Dark" I remember saying.

I opened my eyes, everything was super dark. My friend looked around and saw a Chinese lantern thing (we had the soft glow of about 10 of them around our campsite). He grabbed it held it out in front of me, and said one simple truth.

"This isn't dark..."

And it shook my reality. It wasn't dark.

The lantern was round, and was the size of the hexagons in my vision at its distance away from me (about the size of a soccer ball). So out of an array of black hex's there was one bright one, dead center. I grabbed the lamp an hugged it. It's glow was so warm.

Another few friends must have saw how bad I looked and walked into the room (not a room really, just a canope with a table under it). I could feel their warmth and happienss surrounding me. After a few moments I could see a yellow glow from a panel on the tent next to me, looking back it was probably the tent fly.

One of the girls camping with us sat next to me and asked, 'yo, have you seen the LEGO movie?' I looked forward to the guy who handed me the lantern (at this point my only colors were black and yellow, and he had sideburns) "....yeah, we got batman over here!" As I giggled, ..."and your the cat!" She totally looked like the cat from the LEGO movie. Whiskers and all. Everyone at the camp started jumping around and singing "everything is awesome" from the LEGO movie and what was left of the trip was a blast.

All about the right people and the right energy around you when you end up inna scary place....

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