I can't focus on my studies because i have no meaning in my life. By meaning i mean regular social interaction - friends and relationships with people. When you have something meaningful, you have an actual motive to study hard and pass uni. I have nothing. I'm pretty sure every one of my peers have someone to speak to every day besides family, making me the only one that's left out.

Wtf am i studying for? for MAYBE a better chance to have a slightly better paying job in the far future > 5 years. Just so i can be a 23 year old with almost no real world experience, while most people have worked since 19 and already have 4 years of working experience, while i have a almost useless degree in accounting.