Man there’s many others out there. I’d say most relationships are doomed to fail in your 20’s anyhow. Maybe not all, but like 90% of them are not life-lasting relationships.

People just want to have fun at this age. A lot of us are generally oblivious to how our words and actions make people feel. Like for example. I got told I was the most incredible guy my ex has “ever met” literally a singular day before she broke it off through text and disappeared after a 6 month relationship.

That left me to wonder wtf was wrong with me. She just abandoned me and dipped and I thought about every mistake that’s led to my life coming to a complete halt. It fucked me up real good. Everything seemed amazing about “us”. She didn’t have to see the consequences of what she did to me. She’s probably out having the time of her life while I’m just now starting to find a job after trying to kill myself and battling with lifelong depression and anxiety. I couldn’t even look a stranger in the eyes without being completely ashamed of what they were looking at. So I shut myself in. For months I was bed ridden.

But lahh-deee-dahhh right? Ignorance is bliss.

I’m just saying, we likely won’t find a “real” relationship until we’re a bit older and stable. Also, you’re a decent looking dude and you should be able to find someone else if it’s something you want to pursue.

As for me, I ain’t fucking with girls anymore man. Not for a long time.