Hear me out man please just read ffs, I constantly chase girls even after they have played me back to back to back idk why but iv done it with every girl iv talked to since middle school im now 24. I got dumped on my birthday so this chick could go talk to her ex. we got together again then she fuckin dumped me on valentines day this year. we got talking again and she kicked me to the curb 2 days ago. I tried killing myself like twice and i have mad anger issues, i think about that shit all the time. I work as a fuckin custodian in dtla on graveyard shift and basically go home covered in homeless ppl piss. I lost like fuckin 17k recently i havent seen my friends for more than 6 months bc of this job but im still here pushin because there is no better feeling than bouncing back hard as fuck on people. I used to think that I was “running out of time” with finding a girl but every time i end up finding someone better idk how but it just happens man. Just like a stock you gotta ride this life shit out brotha im still fucked up from it but im out here rn at work doing what I got to. If it makes u feel any better im all in on PLTR theres a guy at my work who they call the “wizard” and this mf has been right about every stock hes mentioned. He told me to be patient w pltr and he can see this shit EEEAASSIILLY hitting $45-50 a share. Hang in there homie ik shits rough we all got problems some just hide it better than others. Prove everyone wrong get physically fit take care of yourself and most importantly play your position small soilder its only up from here.