It feels different for me in person, for sure. I have all the chemicals and endorphins flowing and go into a type of subspace that I don't think is possible for me without my D inflicting actual pain on me. After a scene, I feel floaty and shaky and giggly and sometimes cry-y. Following orders online/phone still gives me that subby floaty feeling though and is totally worth it.

I don't really see a huge difference between subjugation/submissiveness. I think you mean you like to feel like you're being overpowered vs just doing as your told?

It feels different in person, for sure. I have all the chemicals and endorphins and go into a subspace that makes me feels high. After a scene, I feel floaty and shaky and giggly and sometimes cry-y.