I see stuff on YouTube and think, yeah, I'd love to run through a dungeon with a Warhammer and just smash shit.

If I'm still inspired by the time I get to my steam library, ill load it up and then have a decision to start anew or load. But then... If I start anew, my mind jumps forward to the next hour of things I know I'll do and even with surprise mods I'll know it'll take ages to get to the skill level I'll have fun with.

So I'll load, but I've forgotten where I was doing and my journal is either jammed with too much stuff to do, or nothing. And my character stand in the cold wondering which direction to go... I might play for a bit but then I realise this character doesn't have any Warhammer skills... Or a Warhammer... Ah fuck it.

Now, jump back to me staring at my steam library. What I just described in-game all played out in my head and my inspiration fades... I scroll my library to see if anything else jumps out... I stare into Oblivion waiting for inspiration. It won't come, the sun will go down.

I'll wake up, head to work and see a YouTube video about Skyrim. Oh god...