I just realized how over it is for me

I was an atheist for most of my life. After a lifetime of being a social reject with few prospects for my future, the failure of every one of my interpersonal relationships and a series of traumatic events in my life led me to turn to Orthodox Christianity. I wasn't convinced in a higher power yet, but my life felt so devoid of drive or purpose that I no longer believed religion had nothing to offer. They showed me understanding, compassion and community. From the very first day I walked in to their parish I could apply their morals and teachings to my own life in a way that brought me grace and reassurance. Virtues like forgiveness and discipline have helped me find inner peace despite my circumstances. I find that without faith in religion, I was instead a "follower" of worldly desires that brought me no happiness or fulfillment.

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