I just really miss my breasts

Hi everyone, I’m new here. I’ve just began my detransition process. I was on and off of T throughout my transition due to being confused/fluid and I also really wanted to allow my body to menstruate. But In total, I think I took it for about 1 year and a couple months.. I also got top surgery.. the same year I was prescribed hormones ... (both given to me so freely with no proper psychoanalysis) a few days ago, I woke up and just felt so unfamiliar with myself (??) as if I had woken up in the twilight zone. Since then, I’ve figured that transitioning just was not the move... I also have become very dysphoric about my chest .. I suddenly feel so incomplete without my breasts .. and I’m coming to this thread to ask if anyone has experienced any possibly return of growth in their chest? Or has tried to take estrogen to promote growth there? Thank you!

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