Have you seen my other post? My body and my dick look like a fucking boy's dick and balls have been put on a real manly man's body. Women expect a real man's dick, that actually matches what they think of, when seeing my body first. When sober it's not that bad, maybe if their previous lover was bigger than average, because I'm a bit skinny and average in length, but on meth I'm like 2 inches long and that's adding an almost an inch long droopy foreskin with not even enough dick to fill it out. There's a reason I'm that hard on myself. It's all about the cards you've been dealt and using them the best you can. That's what I'm doing when posting stuff like that, because as much as I hate it, it gives me a kick that's almost better, maybe even better now, than real sex.