I Keep Crying, Which Makes Me Really Happy (4 weeks on E)

i dunno. my sisters asked me that yesterday and i lied. just really seems pointless. put in my notice at work because i have to get away from here but i don’t know where to go or what to do. i don’t think anybody will hire me like this and if they did it would just be to go back to flying in the bush and i don’t want to do that anymore like this because it’ll suck even worse out there. i have to get soooo fucked up to even feel anything anymore and that sucks too. things aren’t gonna get better and will prolly be way worse. keep thinking i should take Lula with me when i go and that’s fucked up too but i don’t want her to miss me. this is the closest i’ve felt and it’s getting worse. being trans is fucking horrible and i don’t want to do it anymore. no point. fuck it. why not. makes the most sense really.

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