Killing myself after the sun sets. (Very long)

Biosleep. I do hope that you are still around to read this. I wanted to let you know that I messed up in high school too. Kind of in an opposite way... I was doing very well for two years then became extremely depressed and lost motivation before junior year. I dropped out shortly thereafter. I started working at a car wash to get by.

From 17-19 I held some pretty decent jobs and made more than anyone I knew. At 19 I moved out. By 20 I started making 40k at a salaried job at a law office. I'm now 22 and more successful than anyone of my peers.

I write this not to brag about myself, but to let you know that you're doing TOTALLY FINE. After dropping out when I was 17, I tried to kill myself. I thought I ruined everything. I remember going to target and running into an old friend who was shopping for dorm stuff with her mom. I put on a happy face and got excited for her, but then went to my car and sobbed out of jealousy and self-loathing.

Please inbox me. You didn't ruin anything. This is all salvageable.

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