This is good advice.

I've incorporated my shadow into my consciousness to a high degree, I am aware of the darkness within me and I am able to control it. I have the fitness level and the body of an athlete. I am proud and I love myself in every aspect. My enemies are gone now. I am sure new ones will appear. They always do.

The mad and angry part is hard. I don't like those emotions. I allow myself to feel them once in a while but I don't hang onto them for too long. I try to let me guide by reason and logic.

embrace the light bearer, the adversary, the abandoned who understands abandoned like you and me.

Yes. He was abandoned. Exiled by his creator. Damn that hits right into a big childhood wound. The original wound that was reopened many times in my life. I never looked into Luciferanism much. Maybe I shoud. Thanks for the recommendation.