Knowing that I can end my life is comforting.

Oh ok, no worries :)

Yes you're right. I thought about dying a lot these last two weeks. And now ... I know deep down that I don't want to die, I just wished my life wasn't so shitty, and it doesn't help that it's mostly my fault : I have no good excuses. Dying sounds not so terrible because at least it looks easier than facing the world for an entire lifetime. But it doesn't mean I should die, it just means I have to find a way to appreciate life in spite of all the bad stuff that's coming. I just want to stop being miserable. Until I manage to turn my life around, I'll think of what my death would do to my family to make sure I don't do anything stupid.

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