Was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder and PTSD. Was supposed to have my first therapy appointment today and the therapist never sent me the link. Called 3 times and each time a different receptionist told me they messaged her and that I would get it shortly. Eventually they sent me to her direct line. I left a message and haven't heard back. Told them to just reschedule me but the next available is late January. Keep in mind I'm not medicated at all and called a couple weeks ago for suicidal thoughts and they almost had me go to inpatient and I had to check in with the crisis team a couple times. I guess they just stopped giving a shit. I've tried to get help for so many years, different states, different insurances. I totally give up at this point. Guess I'm just supposed to live like this. I encourage everyone to get help if they need it. It just never seems to workout for me.