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How I'm doing? Not too good. I've spent the last couple of days, in bed- all day. I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for years and it's gotten to a point where I know something has to be done, because i can't take it anymore.

I literally have no life. My life only consists of the walls of my house, my nieces and my dad that I live with.

I haven't experienced anything. No parties. No boys- ever. No friends ( I have my 2 besties but I rarely talk to them), no job. I'm just always worried. Always stressed. Always home. I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel like I need to leave. Take some time for myself, figure things out because if I don't I think I might just die. Only problem is I do t know how to do that... my family needs me. Even if I'm not all there they still depend on me to do things, I'm really all my dad has now. He's always worried about me. If I'm home in my room all day, he worries. If I go out for an hour (which I rarely do) he worries. I have my nieces especially the younger one, she depends on me as well but I've recently just started to notice shes starting to worry about me too. She shouldn't have too. Neither should my dad. I'm stuck. I'm trapped in this endless web and I don't know how to get out.

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