It's been a rough ride. I've spent weeks crying my heart out, and I went a little nuclear texting him some weird, super bitter, and possibly annoying things, lol. Like I said though, it's okay now.

I used to always be a cynical and negative person, but I realized years ago that that's a terrible way to live. I try to be as positive as I can be, and it's really helped me through the break up. I definitely have periods still where I'm mad at the world and my heart aches, but I know if I let out the tears that I'll more than likely feel better the next day.

Part of the reason why I even made this post is because I wanted to help others know that it really is possible to move on, no matter how hard or long it takes. For a while, I legit thought I was going to die alone and I'd never get over it. Going through this is one of the worst things I've ever experienced, and this sub has helped tremendously. I hope everyone here can live better and live their life to the fullest.