Life is meaningless suffering and there is no good reason to stay alive, and all arguments saying otherwise are mere rationalizations and contrived anthropocentric justifications. Also, fuck evolution for making our bodies so resilient that it's actually hard to commit suicide.

I pretty much only mean reducing ones suffering by having an impact, I don’t see much of a point otherwise at least with my own goals in mind. I do believe people have it in themselves to be greater and that humans are special, however I agree that tragedy is applied by humans and the Universe wouldn’t shed a tear, but I imagine what would happen if we all focused on self improvement for hundreds of years how it would impact our genes. But what would the point of that be in the end I wonder? Which eventually leads you to questioning the point in anything, which then leads you to either feeling like everything is pointless, or seeing opportunity and creating your own. I think things could possibly be beyond our understanding, what about alternate dimensions, or the endless of possibilities of phenomena or things we can’t see? I’ve experienced unexplainable things that I don’t even bother talking about much more because no one besides the person who was with me believes them. I’ve also had a horrible child hood, and been considered extremely unlucky when it comes to unfortunate events occurring in my life, to the point that I actually began believing my life may be a joke. I haven’t been on this earth for long but i’ve spent my time trying to best understand reality, and the truth behind things. I’ve had literal mental breakdowns and even attempted suicides, “attempted”, what a joke right? I don’t even want to get into the events that’ve taken place, but i’m not asking for any sympathy. I don’t feel bad about anything that’s happened, even though some of it kind of haunts me sometimes leaving me with anxiety I have to overcome. But it has made me who I am, or what I am. I appreciate who I am though because I am able to see things for what they are now, taken a step outside of myself I guess you could say. I think you share understanding when it comes to this.

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