LiftMode and NewMind join the ranks - Credit Cards Down

At least they didn't do it in the middle of the day and waited until the end of the day. I'd have to imagine this, absolute bullshit, for lack of a better term sedative is kicking here... would be one of the lowest volume times for ordering.

Friday 6 PM, USPS done. I suppose someone trying to get UPS Saturday Delivery (if available) in their area last minute would have been screwed.

Anyone else feel sort of PERSONALLY angry about this? Like, NO - what you spend money on, what you BUY from those guys, we'd rather not even have the business than associate with YOU.

You know, I once had a Doctor put me on resperidone (with no history of bipolar or psychotic / schizophrenia) to try and tackle that very hard to tread thing called grief. Grief, after my little brother was killed by a drunk driver.

This woman went through everything. If I knew now what I knew then. It's just shocking. Point of all this is, this crackdown is worrisome. I've had so much better luck on my own with my choices, my education, my research, my fucking problems, my fucking vendors, my fucking money to help out my fucking problems to where I'm doing pretty fucking good.

Compared to when I was turned into a zombie who felt nothing as my life was slowly ruined. Used to be a very successful radio host and pretty much ran a radio station. I was hanging in there with this sudden traumatic event. Tried so hard to do what everyone told me was the right thing. Tried so hard to back to my best.

Grief is weird. For about a week at work I did nothing but write in a notebook to my brother, aside from my on air shift. It was a problem. It fucked me up. But nothing fucked me up more than resperidone. I was fired 4 weeks into that treatment.

Finally got into my former doctor who was a proud fan of mine. Was horrified. Diagnosed PTSD. Eventually, I realized grief is not in the DSM. It isn't a treatable condition. I finally got to acceptance. No longer needed things like prasosin, ativan (6 fucking mg a day) and clonidine.

Even the good doctor fucked me up to a degree. So I'm in the driver's seat now. The MDs had their chance and drove me into a ditch. The precedent of something like this, for someone like me, is beyond alarming. (Not that I'm anti-pharma, as Ambien is the likely cause for this excessively long comment that in other subs I would be mocked for writing, as an essay. Whatever.)

tl;dr Don't fuck with my shit.

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