It’s fucking scary, being alone in the world like legit I have asked everyone I know if they can help me and no one is able to and I completely respect that and understand, it’s just a really fucking scary lonely reality. Like a nauseous feeling. And I’m 28 fucking years old and this is where my life is right now. I’m almost THIRTY and this is my life right now. Like I’m disappointed in myself that my shit isn’t together better. But fuck, if anything I hope someone reads this post and uses it as a wake up call to get their own life in check because I honestly don’t want anyone else to go through what my life is like right now. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone