Loading a 30mg hydromorphone shot as I type This

I only woke up cause my dog was literally scratching me so hard he made me bleed on my face. He must of knew something wasn't right and kept trying to wake me up. I took a cold shower to wake myself up bit still have a wicked migraine. Gunna relax and smoke a joint and just try and chill.

Yeah man this lifestyle sucks. I have lost a few friends from this shit and it sucks. I know how tough it is to go through that so I don't want my girl and my friends to go through that. I just get these sudden urges of depression out of no where and I relapse and take too much hoping I die. Didn't happen today and I'm glad it didn't now it's over with. I'm honestly surprised though, I drank about half a 26 over a few hours, 10mg valium and a full 30mg Dilaudid shot. If my tolerance wasn't so high I'm sure I would have died. But I didn't and I really do appreciate you chiming in and saying the kind words. I'll pm you, it would be nice to have someone to talk to honestly.

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