I forgot to respond to your comment. Thank you. Because its helpful. I'm actually glad vaping isn't as intense. When i get baked my mind takes over and its like being in a coma of negative thoughts. Its like being in fucking hell lol. It sure sucks

. I was given edibles I took them before sleep. The next day it felt like I was on a Klonopin all day, the only shit that gets rid of my anxiety but i will not take it because its bad news. Anyways I assumed it was CBD. I've gone through relentless tinctures of CBD hoping to replicate it. It seriously was wonderful. I felt fucking normal for once, a body high with a clear mind just willing to relax at stores and just not be on edge.

So yeah I think the tinctures are so expensive, it's hard to experiment with them. I do think Lazzarus was the best of all I tried. But I never quite got that body feeling. So here I am, trying hemp flower. Hoping it may be stronger/cheaper. But I'm looking to vape it figuring its not as harsh on my lungs.

I've noticed I do get a little bit high from hemp but it goes away in like twenty minutes. Its interesting.