I mean being a bad judge of character due to my upbringing most of my closest friends that I’ve knew the longest are into pretty shady stuff, we can get along still, but it’s hard to not judge a little, I try to remain neutral. I feel like I keep running into the same type of people, you do one or 2 things to help them and they expect you to come to their aide and hold it against you when you simply can’t. People that do things that obviously make themselves miserable and take it out on the ones closest to them like we’re responsible for bringing you happiness all the time. There’s always a motive it seems. My kindness gets token for weakness, I see past the veil I hear the sneak dissing. I believe the more I work on myself the more likely I’ll get around folks that I don’t mind, but at this point in life I’m meeting the same souls in different people