I have no control over the numbers. I wish I did. It’s brutal, the first time I applied for partner I was denied for artificially inflated numbers on the channel.

Not only that but I have to deal with people coming into my chat blaming me for what’s going on. Calling me everything you can think of in the book.

I stream because I love it. Doesn’t matter if I’m being watch or not. All my work is being tarnished and deluded.

I spent 92 hours this week in streaming. All of it means nothing. Everyday I get on I fell the same thing. This will mean nothing, but I love streaming so much I stream anyways.

I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.