lmao not rly defending myself just explaining for the curious ones. a lot of people will spend 2k on garbage that they wont use or will break fast or even clothes that are shitty but have a logo on it. i spent mine on practicing something that will be useful when i have more money. Some people wont learn their lesson by reading a book. If I gave a 3 year old a talk on not slamming his fingers in a door he wont NOT do it because hes heard it before. sometimes people need to mess up for their brain to learn from it. and 2k is not a lot to learn from that. even a min wage job can pull in 2k in a month if u work full time. I'm just choosing to be optimistic on this one thing in life considering im generally very pessimistic.