Confession time:

I know this is going to sound really bad.

I LOVE DOGS. But sometimes, sometimes when I am angry I sort of have a thought to hurt things, any living being, I had anger issues growing up.

I know this is possibly deflecting self hate, and an effect of feeling powerless.

So for the same reason I'm never going to get a dog myself because I know I'll always love it but I dont want to be in the position to lose it and abuse it.

It's not a clear thought of hurting a dog because my brain simply stops that from forming, but I it's in that bubble of anger.

Please don't report me. I know it's an issue, and am aware enough to stay out of being in a bad situation.