I’m 30, broke and a loser

im 33 no job, no car, and no money, the only thing i have going for me...." an im not trying to brag at all jus trying to count my blessings, so please don't take this as me being a douchbag" is my art that i am pleased to admit gets allot of attention and i love giving paintings and drawings away as gifts, because i love making people smile and feel good from my art...the fact most people seem to think im very handsome, and i have been working out to stay lean and hopefully that helps with allot of social interactions and help me find a mate in the future..but who knows sometimes people think i have this stuck up attitude "when in reality im nervous and dont want to seem like a loud mouth so i typically just stay quiet".. along with the ability to adapt to most situations and environments, ive had over 30 jobs in the last two decades so i know i have the ability to get the job but its the keeping it i cant seem to do, i lose focus and motivation even when i know i need it for my lively hood and well being..and now im on ADHD meds that seem to make me focused and motivated..im healing from an ankle injury at my moms house so soon the stress of daily life is coming and im trying to get prepared...the point is you cant always look at what u dont have and look at what you do have, because it could be allot worse then it is now, and then you'll look back and see how lucky u were while u typed this post and why u thought u had it bad..so just be grateful and thank the universe and things will start to fall into place for u.. best wishes bro

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