I’m a fucking creep I want to die

Unless you've committed a crime then there's nothing to turn yourself in for, I suggest going to therapy.

I'm not a pedophile, but I am a porn addict who after a decade of desensitization crossed over to CP and was found out by the authorities.

I went to (and still am in) therapy prior to offending, in order to try to and cut the head off the snake before it bit, but as you can see by this comment I failed.

It's not too late for you to reframe your thoughts around your sexuality/channel it healthily and learn positive coping mechanisms.

Only two of my friends know about my legal trouble, they both took it as well as you could and stopped talking to me for a time, but came back at their own pace.

The first was gone for a week and then said he "couldn't abandon a friend," and the second messaged me after two months, just two days ago, and apologized for ghosting me after her intital question (she had a single question after I confessed to her) even though she had nothing to apologize for, and we talked for hours just as we had almost daily for the past three or so years.

You're only fourteen, you can find people who will love you, and a professional could really help you.

I wish I had addressed my deviant sexual bend, back when I was in therapy as a "youth."

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