I’m ghosting my boyfriend because if I try to breakup with him face to face, I’ll cave.

It’s not just him. It’s an unhealthy pattern I have.

I do love him. Very much so. Last month we had a fight because he promised to come see me and then didn’t when I was really depressed. I felt abandoned and tried to talk to him about it. He said he couldn’t come see me because he doesn’t care about me as much. Then saying his love for me isn’t as strong. That seeing me was a chore and didn’t want to see me as much. It’s hard to believe him when he says he loves me after that. I want to breakup because the trust is gone and if him not caring or loving me enough to just hold me when depressed is true, I think I deserve better. I always put him first when he needed help mentally. I just wanted the same in return.

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