I’m going to commit suicide tonight I’m done. I’ll never be loved

Idk if you'll believe or care, but i relate a lot to the things you've written. I'm struggling a lot to find friends irl cuz i barely talk. Even if anyone wants to befriend me at first, once they see how quiet i am they stop trying.

What helps me with loneliness is trying as many new hobbies and distractions as i can. The busier i get, the less lonely.

Talking to people feels like the hardest thing, but it looks so easy from afar. It's so frustrating! My brain gets all fogged and i keep stuttering. Who would want a friend like me?

But i don't want to leave this world yet. I want to experience all those little things about relationships. I want to know what love is. I want to go on adventures and try as many things as i can. I want to find a purpose for my life.

Some days it gets very hard, but i won't give up just yet, so please don't give up either. Be strong! I know it's hard, i know you're struggling, but if you give up now you won't have anymore chances for friendships and love. Won't you stay with us some more?

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