I hope it gets better soon! If it makes you feel better my tics have never been this bad but here’s a short story from my POV. So I also have TS and I got a German Shepard this year hoping to have him certified as an ESA so my landlord has to allow him (new laws updated this so landlords in my state no longer have to allow ESAs since people were abusing it) but I’ve been doing a lot of work with him to make sure he stays obedient. He’s certified in search and rescue and I’ve done some bight work with him, we’re best friends. Anyways, I accidentally ticced his bight command “foss” (German for bight) and when I give him the command I would be wearing a bight sleeve, I wasn’t and the tic completely caught me off guard. So he bit my arm and wouldn’t release, tail wagging having an absolute great time and I couldn’t yell at him, he did what I said. So now I have a nice wound that will probably scar over from him using my arm as a chew toy. I know, completely irrelevant but I thought it was a bit funny and hope that little story cheers you up in a weird kind of way (looking back I honestly think it’s hilarious.) hope your days get better!