i mean, typically there's more of an explination.. being 13 means that you're still living with your parents and wanting to kill yourself means that you're home life is shitty, your friends are shitty (if you have any) and you're probably not getting anywhere at school either.. but here's the thing, childhood SUCKS for most people, and then guess what, you (in 5 years OR 60 months) are 18, and can get a job, move out and have the life you want, do what you want, go where you want.. with or without anybody, you can start over and have a whole damn fun life, without any of this childhood shit anymore. soo I'm not telling you what to do, or be one of those "no please don't do it" kind of responders that people don't wanna listen to anyway, I'm just saying.. yah childhood sucks, but being an adult is pretty fucking awesome, esp away from your parents and living on your own, going wherever you want to start a new life. So my advice, wait till your older and actually HAVE that chance because deciding to just off yourself in some way.