I’m lost

I peered once into the dark abyss. It seemed I may as well just throw myself in – how could it be any worse?
I decided to leave. I left everything and never returned.
Sometimes you have to start fresh somewhere far away. It is impossible to imagine but it can be done. You just go.
A darkness will always remain it will never go – do not feed it.
Last thing at night you must admire three things you have achieved even if they are small and insignificant. Simply surviving the day can be one, cleaning your teeth can be another!
You must then have three things to look forward to the following day no matter how tiny. Again, this may be silly and small – looking forward to seeing the daylight, putting on your shoes...
Some of the greatest in the world have cleaned toilets – even I.
NEVER stay inside that is the biggest risk of all.

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