Np I got you, Im def. feeling so overwhelmed lately and I can only image that the timeline for yourself feels so daunting. I generally suffer from a lot anxiety so I’m always hard on myself, and am often thinking, well your not a single mom and then you have others that judge and say well this is what signed up for and etc...without ever walking in your shoes. But at the end of the day you’re the only living it. Raising two little ones is a lot when it’s by yourself, so please be kind to yourself! Also feel free to reach out to your general practitioner/Dr. to help for medication if you think it’s needed to help your mental health, you don’t need to technically see a therapist to get medication but it def. doesn’t hurt talking to someone to actually work through any issues.