Hey man. Listen. When stuff like this happens, you need to stay calm. Just stop for a minute. Sit down and talk to your mom. Ask her what she feels. Be her freind, not just her child. It's hard and aqukward, but it might just be the right thing. And if not, just slow down. Recently I've been going though the hardest time of my life. Nobody is going to say some magic words and solve everything. Nobody is going to give you a magic item and solves everything. It's going to hurt for a long time. What you need to remember is that the world goes on. No matter how terrible this world may be, there are still good people in this world. No matter how much it hurts, you can still be happy one day. Don't ignore it. Never do that. You need to face it head on and never give up and beat the shit out of whatever is happening. I care. Others care. Don't give up hope and keep fighting for what's right in the world. Be the change that you need. There are others in this world that hurt more than you. Fight for them if not for you and your loved ones. Fight for me. I believe in you bro. I really do.

You can do this.