I may have blocked her on socials but i can't block every email adress she keeps making so my mother is still trying to get me to change my mind about cutting her off and it's laughable.

Idk if you're aware of how angry you are. If NC is what you want then you have to own it too. No checking out who she is liking not liking on social media. No bringing in the flying monkeys as in " others she has done this too". If you don't want email block her. You don't get to play victim and passive aggressive too. I would advise professional help to learn how to chanel your angers and not pass it on. If NC is what you really want NC is what you do. Sounds like you keep one door open just to say look what she is doing now. Idk if anyone has explained to you that going NC with a parent unless it is for safety reasons vs being a misunderstood child you are setting yourself up for your children to do the same to you. It's a cycle of dysfunctional coping. It usually done to hurt someone who has hurt them. It solves nothing.

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