I have and they passed me around to other doctors and psychologist etc. and eventually everyone said that they don't really see a problem with me, some even said that I could be simulating just to get attention or something similar. So they either gave up on me or said that there is nothing wrong and I would be good on my own. So I went on my own, to school and everything with around the 1,5 hour treshold, and now that it got stronger I went to the doctors again. Someone said that because there are smaller issues with my vertebras (spinal column) that they could be pressuring and hurting the nearby nerves. And this hasn't been checked yet, I really hope that this would be the issue, because otherwise I really have no idea. The doctors look at what they want and don't what I want them to, so I am all in their hands, but I will try and be a bit more assertive now.

I am in a good relationship with my family so I can share everything with them, but I really don't have anyone to talk to on a daily basis as they are too busy. I don't think that conseling is suited for this, but thank you for the suggestion. I could start writing though or something to channel my many thoughts and ideas.