not too sure why this post says it has been removed, so i will comment instead.

this summer i decided to go to an outdoor festival and took 2 capsules of mdma. when the second capsule hit, i began blacking out and it felt like i was having an out of body experience. i began having suicidal thoughts and i couldnt walk properly (my friends had to carry me). i told them to take me to the hospital, being around a large crowd was giving me a lot of anxiety. as we got on public transit i started imagining images of the grudge, and heard a voice in japanese (i was able to translate it in english in my mind). the voice was telling me that there was a ghost inside of me and that the world was going to end because my possession was so strong that it wasn't able to be exorcised. by the time i got to the hospital, i kept hearing voices telling me to kill myself. i kept screaming "do it, just do it already" to the nurses, telling them to "finish me off". there was an "exit" sign and i kept looking towards it, trying to jolt out of bed with needles and syringes still in tact. they had to get 2 cops to strap me down and i kept struggling. every time i opened my eyes, the nurse and polices faces were distorted. i was having thoughts that i was selling my soul to the devil and that i was entering hell. i ended up believing that they were going to tear my limb, starting with my legs then my arms. i believed that it was due to my sins (taking drugs and not being a virgin) i was entering hell. every time i said "exit" i would close my eyes and black out. i was thinking of "exiting" earth and going down into hell. i had an out of body experience and i was talking in different tone of voices, from deep to high pitched. at one point, i was asking one of the "demon" nurses to "fuck me" thinking that i was having the baby of a demon. i also felt like they were planting a seed inside my stomach, i felt very odd sensations throughout my body. i never really thought of this as a demonic possession until now. its been 3 months since and i'm about to take mdma at another festival in a few days. i believe i will probably have another demonic experience since it is a halloween event.