Being busy or too tired isn't an excuse. If you love me you would show me attention and intamcy but you've shown me almost nothing. Being long distance right now requires intimacy and care it doesn't mean 24/7 talking it just means you show me love when you can. but I've felt little. there is always time to show me the attention I deserve no matter how busy you are. Falling asleep on me countless nights in a row, not responding to most of the affectionate things I say. Not caring to talk to me when I needed it most. Last night you opened my snap made a story didn't respond to my snap then didn't answer my text for over an hour by passing out and then didn't say goodnight when you were supposed to call after I expressed how much it meant to me. Telling me I went to far for harmlessly looking up the places on the itinerary and reading about them and coming across a cam of the place to feel more connected because I care. I asked tons of times to see the orthodox outfit and you said ill see it but forgot every time. The other day I was sad about some of this and you didn't say I love you when you woke up which is happening a lot more. then you didnt try to make me feel better when I told you stuff you spoke very minimal and didn't acknowledge my affection and then said I can't talk right now out of the blue without telling me bye or what you're doing or when you'll be back. I tried to talk loving and fun about the future and you doubt it for the first time ever saying who knows and don't return the affection I showed in the text . Getting in sexy outfits for clubs and not remembering to show me when you said ofcourse you would. Twerking at clubs when I've never seen you twerk for more then 10 seconds. Thats a very sexual act and you've shown me no sexuality this whole time. I feel no intrest from you. I am devoting so much attention and care to you and getting barley anything in return. It seriously feels like you have moved on from me and I'm not crazy to think that. All of the signs are here.