nope i am not afraid of commitments. I honestly don't mind having more commitments in life, it was not easy to be in online/ldr either,

I'm in a long distance relationship myself, however, my bf and I met in real life and we've already spent a significant amount of time together. We know when we're going to close the distance. That's different to just being in an online relationship for the sake of it.

first of all, i should've mentioned that I don't have any mental issues ( met docs, they declared that i was just stressed out because of school and break-ups ) and like i said, I am working on distracting myself from that....?

Have you actually seen a counselor and talked to them about your online relationships? Have you told them how your exes made you feel etc.? It's not about medication or whatever.