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I have no motivation in school whatsoever and I feel like I've disappointed my parents by making bad grades for two years of college. I work full time and I'm going back to school next week for fall and I have to get my GPA way up to get into my major and stay in school so it's all riding on this year but I'd rather get high every day and do anything but school. I'm probably going to blow it like I do every semester and I wouldn't give a shit if it weren't for my parents craziness. I recently realized I don't care about school right now and I'd rather work for another year, but this isn't an option as my parents currently pay tuition and make my academic choices for me.... Also I can't eat or sleep without smoking weed so that's shitty. My family has no idea I smoke but I do pretty much constantly and it's a big part of my life and I always feel guilty that they don't know but they would kill me if they did. Sidenote: All of my friends are in relationships but I have no desire for any relationship. I'm not interested in anyone and I haven't dated anyone in college and I feel weird for that.

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