When I was 12 my family moved to a new town. Blonde girl down the street was very interested in me, and I, a young romantic decided to invite her over our place to hang out and offer her use our small above ground pool. My sister who is four years older than me had her boyfriend over most days, and this day was no exception. Sister and her boyfriend had been having sex regularly, and blond girl was interested in getting sexual despite my lack of puberty.

I had just begun to start to recognize the funny feeling downstairs when we had met. Blonde girl insisted on giving me oral stimulation, and when I refused, she brought a complaint to my sister. At this point my sister determined that I was ready to become a man and began forcibly removing my clothes while her 18 yr old bf physically restrained me.

After about 5 minutes everyone realized that this wasnt going to work and so I had a moment where it appeared I would be finally freed. As I am crying and putting my underwear back on they were discussing the next course of action and it was determined that I just needed to have some sex to snap out of it. They then stripped me again and each of the older kids held my arms and legs while blondie was mounting me. There was penetration as she pushed my flaccid penis up inside her, which had been sufficient for her needs and at last I was released.

She began then telling everyone in the neighborhood that she and I were sexually active and that she had blown me and had me inside her.

In my household sex was a shameful topic which was to be kept private, so I have never shared this experience with my parents. It has been about 15 years since this experience and to this day I have a difficult time receiving oral.

My sister and I are relatively close now but we don't talk about those times, in fact she had suffered her own abuse years prior to our experience. Because of the severity of abuse she received I am frankly surprised that this was the worst that trickled down to me.