At 17 years old i was at music festival with my friends. After the shows we came back to the motel and tons of people were having a afterparty in their rooms and aisles etc. I cant remember anything from that night, i must have drinked too much i think. But i heard in the morning from my friends that i had sex with some girl at previous night. Friends told that the girl was on top of me at the floor of our room. We had a blanket to cover us but they could clearly see it was going up and down. When i asked if i was into it they said that my feet didnt move for good 15-20 minutes and i didnt get up after the girl was done. All of this happened when there was a good 10 people in that same room some that i didnt know and my friends. Watching this happening. I was quite devastated to hear all of this because i had this thing going with one girl and i had to end it thinking i cheated on her i kinda did i guess. I cant really tell if i was abused or not, but i remember well till this how bad i felt in the morning after that night. Now years later some have told that it might be possible that i was abused but i really dont know so i decided to just have forget it.