Meth Psychosis

Great information there... thank you!!!

We have two kids together, both are babies and I always put them first. I agree with you completely.

He’s been in and out of rehabs & sober living for two years now but nothing works. He eventually relapses and each time is worse than before. I haven’t let him back into our lives except when he’s sober for weeks and months while making progress. I never let him back home; just visit him with the kids. He’s so amazing then and that’s the guy I’m in love with. It’s hard to believe that’s the same person as when he’s using.

This time I will have to cut him out completely, even if he gets sober. Only to let him see us when he’s been sober for a year or more. But him getting sober is something I’m loosing hope in because I don’t see that happening.

At the moment, his psychosis is so bad that it’s my main concern. I don’t see him getting his right mind back. Breaks my heart to even think like that but that’s what he has done to himself.

I’m feeling a combination of anger, fear, and sadness... and all I can think is what the fuck!!! I just hope he’s able to get his mind right, and get/stay clean. And I also hope one day he realizes the pain he’s caused me, the kids, his family and friends. And how much I’ve actually been doing for the kids while he’s going crazy and doing no telling what else.

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