Out of all the threads you could have picked to post this in, this would be the worst. The overwhelming majority of people on here are here because they’re a user or ex user that still has some sort of craving for it (myself included). Some people will say it’s okay but for fuck sake consider the fact that they’re probably balls deep in a bender themselves.

I once had the same thoughts you’re having, unfortunately I was far too young to weigh up the decision I was making. You can read all about how addicting it is, but you never actually realise until the addiction hits you square in the face the moment you take that first hit. You will never stop thinking about meth. Ever. I’ve been clean for almost a year now and I still think about it all the time. My boyfriend has said that he will leave me if I go back to it, and even then I have still thought about it. The thought that I have to go the rest of my life without ever touching it again makes me want it even more. “Just one last time” will be in the back of your mind forever.

Don’t fucking do it, just save yourself waking up every day craving that high. I assume you’ve already read up on the horror stories, so I won’t go into much detail about that side of things, but the thing that will live with me forever is the cravings.

I pray that you make the right decision, and that it isn’t already too late.