I also quit smoking weed because of similar issues (like short term memory loss, mood swings and the inability to remain calm in stressful situations).

But I'm worried that, like before I started smoking, my natural state has major hormone/chemical imbalances or something. I've been so depressed and angry since I stopped. I've been exercising, getting enough sleep and eating healthily. But day by day I'm getting more suicidal and my self image isn't exactly pretty.

It's soul crushing because I thought that weed was what ultimately made me unstable. But now I just don't know. If I go to a psychiatrist they're just going to prescribe me more drugs (probably after only one godamn session too) - and how is that any better?? Fuckbit all