Muslim apologist/scholar who travelled to the UK to defeat Secularists and Christians and debates. I claimed to be different and vowed not to surrender until I achieve my goal. I wanted to be a Muslim hero. However I was thoroughly defeated and what made the case complete and objective is that I admitted my defeat. Right-Wing Christians traded high fives and celebrated the achievement. All my knowledge about the Islamic doctrine was used to demolish it in a systematic way. My knowledge and experience are in the hands of Christians' apologists. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine. I totally understand what you said. You might find this strange and may be related to what you said. I am a well-establishedMuslim apologist/scholar who travelled to the UK to defeat Secularists and Christians and debates. I claimed to be different and vowed not to surrender until I achieve my goal. I wanted to be a Muslim hero. However I was thoroughly defeated and what made the case complete and objective is that I admitted my defeat. Right-Wing Christians traded high fives and celebrated the achievement. All my knowledge about the Islamic doctrine was used to demolish it in a systematic way. My knowledge and experience are in the hands of Christians' apologists. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine. I totally understand what you said. You might find this strange and may be related to what you said. I am a well-establishedMuslim apologist/scholar who travelled to the UK to defeat Secularists and Christians and debates. I claimed to be different and vowed not to surrender until I achieve my goal. I wanted to be a Muslim hero. However I was thoroughly defeated and what made the case complete and objective is that I admitted my defeat. Right-Wing Christians traded high fives and celebrated the achievement. All my knowledge about the Islamic doctrine was used to demolish it in a systematic way. My knowledge and experience are in the hands of Christians' apologists. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine. I totally understand what you said. You might find this strange and may be related to what you said. I am a well-establishedMuslim apologist/scholar who travelled to the UK to defeat Secularists and Christians and debates. I claimed to be different and vowed not to surrender until I achieve my goal. I wanted to be a Muslim hero. However I was thoroughly defeated and what made the case complete and objective is that I admitted my defeat. Right-Wing Christians traded high fives and celebrated the achievement. All my knowledge about the Islamic doctrine was used to demolish it in a systematic way. My knowledge and experience are in the hands of Christians' apologists. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine. I totally understand what you said. You might find this strange and may be related to what you said. I am a well-establishedMuslim apologist/scholar who travelled to the UK to defeat Secularists and Christians and debates. I claimed to be different and vowed not to surrender until I achieve my goal. I wanted to be a Muslim hero. However I was thoroughly defeated and what made the case complete and objective is that I admitted my defeat. Right-Wing Christians traded high fives and celebrated the achievement. All my knowledge about the Islamic doctrine was used to demolish it in a systematic way. My knowledge and experience are in the hands of Christians' apologists. In order to reverse my old habits and make sure the change is permanent so a genuine ex-Muslim case study can be presented, Christians put me on a schedule that replaced my old Islamic rituals with new ones on the same dates/times according to the Islamic calendar. I will give you some examples: 1. Each Friday I have some duties at the Church during Friday Prayer time. Mainly work related to my skills that will keep me busy all the day with strict commitments during Friday Prayer time.2. We have a project each Ramadan where I have to attend a short social morning gathering over breakfast (i.e. no fasting).3. During EID and other Islamic events there are always tasks and duties to perform and keep me very busy. All duties do not conform with any Islamic ritual, in fact they are pure taboos in Islamic doctrine.