I know dude. What happened was i like 730-740 to start out the day. Played one game early thinking servers would be bad. I won and got to 766. So a little time goes by and I think what the hell ill just play another and hope i get into the CS as Ive had a few wins against much higher opponents.

I get the win and I'm 799.

So, god dammit. I was already haphazard about playing a game. Took a break and I'm thinking about how much harder it will prob be at night with the servers and everything.

Contemplating going to the gym/ doing other chit, but no, i sit down to play another game. Just bust through it. I honestly didn't want to play. I could tell my mood was affecting the game. I win a really close, asinine game fully expecting to CS placement. And not just barely CS almost halfway through CS and I get "788"

I was so pissed because i didn't do some other things i wanted.

I tried to play again but again i was already pissed. I'm up that game but lose and fall to 755.

Later tonight I'm thinking about this but again i didn't really want to play, I decide to play knowing this will make or break my ability to get to CS regardless and I lose in the 10th inning.

Take a break and then I'm bored with nothing else to do.. decide to play again and i lose connection at lineup screen and get the loss and now I'm 690 or something