Oh man that sounds exhausting and tiring. It sounds like something that i will never acheive in this life time. I'd rather quit than living a shitty life and make it shitter for the one who are trying to make it better.
I quit.
Damn it why is life so tough? why am i being asked to play this game of life which i never asked for? Why am i gifted with such life? I never asked for it. I didn't sign up for this. This sucks.
Where is the option to quit i just want to quit. This game is tough. Add laziness and addictions and unemployment no social life and aging parents with no savings to it and its goes into a downward spiral, an endless pit and fucking depression and this is beyond hell. No i don't want this to get better i don't think it gets better. Even if its gonna get better by ×1000 times i don't want it. No matter how much it gets better it always has the chance of going back to bitter in no time. I just don't wanna play this game I am out. Someone please get me the hell out of here.
Give me the option to quit i can't take this anymore. Why am not given the guts to quit. Nither do i have the strength to live nor the guts to quit. Where do go? Whoever gifted me this life please take it back i don't need your god damn gift.
I quit.